Someone commented to me about my inner dialogue, sharing those thoughts that happen at certain times but i don’t know if it quite captures the voice and the spirit of what it hear. It’s based on the situation and where it comes from, and it’s an interesting view that says a lot about my submissive […]
Today i was tasked to cover my cock head with blue glitter. i want to see how that affects me. Will it make me horny, thirsty or feel vulnerable? Will it motivate or inspire me? Not sure what will happen. i completed the task. At first i was doing volunteer work so it had little […]
i have written before about selfless and selfish. Yesterday’s glitter task uncovered some clarity for me. It reminded me who i truly am, a submissive. i live to serve. It is my place and what makes me happy. i have often wondered if i should be wearing panties or wait till i am asked. i […]
I am addressing all of you who choose to read this, and i am thankful that you do. Recently i started posting my blog publicly and not just to our Dungeon website, a trove of information about our private Femdom group and resources for public consumption. It can be exhausting. Confronting readers, whether i am […]
Freaky Friday i have not kept it secret how horny i have been feeling all week. Never i gone through something like this before. It is different though. Usually a horny guy wants a release, but that is not how i feel. It has increased my desire to be useful. After yesterday’s writing combined with […]
I heard a Domme describe how She enjoys knowing how uncomfortable Their submissive is during the day, wearing some sexy little number, pulling and pinching and crushing very sensitive parts. Throughout the day it would be impossible to ignore the feeling, a constant reminder of Her, but that is only one example of being uncomfortable. […]
I chose the term slingshot to fit a narrative, but i have heard the term selective submission used more commonly to describe the act of choosing when and where a sub serves. Something i have been considering is how effectively i apply consistency to my effort. I believe effort behind every action as a submissive […]
Setting the table is a fitting description for how many submissives attempt to get what they want without asking. The concept is creating a pleasing environment for the D, so they either seek to reward the submissive or are simply more likely to be in a playful mood. So why not simply ask? Many submissives […]
I had an idea of what chastity would be like when i gave Mistress control over it 17 months ago and learned it is not a uniform experience, it is truly unique to all. I observed another in chastity, his torment coerced in real time, his eventual release, and thought it would be this way […]
I will admit, this was a stated goal of mine. I’ve heard it and seen it from many since and i wish i could fast forward the clock for them and show them where this goal ends. There’s nothing to prevent someone for just going and being a slut, there’s ethical sluts, there’s abusive sluts, […]