Today i was tasked to cover my cock head with blue glitter. i want to see how that affects me. Will it make me horny, thirsty or feel vulnerable? Will it motivate or inspire me? Not sure what will happen.
i completed the task. At first i was doing volunteer work so it had little effect. i did walk a bit gingerly concerned the glitter would end up everywhere down there.
After the volunteer work finished things changed quickly. Still walked carefully, but it made me horny again. In a way that made me acutely aware of my place and purpose. That was extremely satisfying. Did it make me thirsty and vulnerable, yes. It made me wish i was owned.
It also made me think about how i should act being unowned or a free agent if you will, but more on that tomorrow. It also made me wish that my boy bits were not mine. Being honest, well, i am just another little wanker when left on my own.
i can’t say it motivated me or inspired me but it did point me in another direction which i will write about on submissive Sunday.
As far as cleanup, a none issue. i have no idea where all the glitter went. Only a small amount remained on me and easily came off in the shower. No idea where the rest is.