i have written before about selfless and selfish. Yesterday’s glitter task uncovered some clarity for me. It reminded me who i truly am, a submissive. i live to serve. It is my place and what makes me happy.
i have often wondered if i should be wearing panties or wait till i am asked. i have always thought the latter. Yesterday showed me that panties are a must. After all it is who i am.
i have two holes. Should i wait to exercise them? No! Again it is who i am. They should not be neglected, but exorcised for future use. It seems so simple now.
Being unowned i am a free agent if you will. i can serve all woman. That does not mean kinky. Geesh, no need to be creepy. That is out of bounds, but i can behave like a gentleman before them. In fact that is my duty.
Panties and some other things are going to be that constant reminder that i am here to serve, even vanilla women. So i need to be ready and look for opportunities to serve without being creepy.