When i started wearing panties many years ago, i expected to feel a sense of humiliation and embarrassment. What excited me at the time was not being called a name or being degraded by being mocked, it was the embarrassment of the arousal that it caused.
It was something i was embarrassed to admit, it was something i wanted to be pushed to experience further, the humiliation was tied to the fact that i couldn’t control my arousal at the thought and feeling of wearing panties.
The same logic can apply to anything that you don’t want to admit to others, but you are powerless against how or when it gets communicated. Your reasons for feeling this way can change over time. If you continue to push your limits, you learn more about yourself, what you like, and what you don’t like.
For me personally, it’s the limits i am afraid to admit i enjoy that i want to pursue further. Pushing your limits to please someone else will never bring you the same satisfaction as exploring the reasons why you can’t stop thinking about the ones that you do.
I’m not sure why some panties make me feel more feminine than others, but these specifically make me feel pretty, make me want to explore deeper my feminine side, understand what feminization is all about.
That’s what makes these panties special 😉
