Just how intensely can you project your light before you burst into flames?
As a service oriented submissive, your non-verbal cues are your actions. Your effort reflects your desire, and your fulfillment comes from the value of your output.
There’s a balance that a service submissive needs to be reminded of, the value of the action is held in the D’s need, not the effort. Applying more effort is not always a way to increase your value.
Be kind to yourself and when you wear purple panties, any shade will do, as long as there’s value inside those panties.